Archive for October, 2006
Getting Angry…
Friday, October 20th, 2006I don’t get it. Sometimes I envy people who can show their monsters without hesitation. Me? If I get angry all I can do is make my ears so read and purse my lips and mumble…I need to burst.
There are things that don’t just get done the way I wanted them to be. There are people that don’t just take heed to my directions in mellow tone. DO I HAVE TO STRESS MY POINTS IN UPPERCASE AND EXCLAMATION POINTS?????!!!!
Do I have to raise my voice–sharp and profane????!!!! I don’t think I can do that.
When, O when will the time come when I can be that person who is respected…AND FEARED?
When, O when will the time come when I am the RULE and no one else’s can break it or else his/her neck will?
When, O when will the time come when I can have people around me walk in tiptoe and talk in hush?
When, O when will the time come when "NOTORIETY COMES" is tagged on my forehead?
Well, for now, I can settle for the implosive anger option-burst into a song, be sarcastic, take a deep breath, then, sigh.
